ups on Deeb :)

Fears & Allergies

i thought i was a bit tweek in the phobia area as i have too many phobias (19 fears, how amusing...) i suffer most from mnemophobia, claustrophobia & agoraphobia D: but the term 'allergy', yeah that's a whole new level :/ since a kid, i know i 'm allergic to fur and dust (quite sensitive this one) but i care less knowing there's no serious side effect to it. but ever since six month ago, i kept on rubbing my eyes till it sores or waters and can't stop touching my nose ;___; it was dreadful really and a few days ago my dad took me to a clinic then the doctor said there's something wrong with my nose which is caused by my allergy (note: i run a zoo so i intend to play with my furry friends :D) so i was given 2 packets of allergy pills and a nasal spray D: the spray works great as it enables me to breathe normally and it has improved my eye sight as it now becomes clearer than before :D so to maintain my sight, i've tried refraining for the pc and might use it to just 3-4 times a week ^^ but overall i'm alright although i might have signs on picking up a fever D: hope that doesn't happen at all~~

Birthday & Result

it's the 29th December today and yesterday was a birthday of a well-known friend of mine Mona so yeah, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! i wish her all the best in life even though it's a late wish but that's far better than nothing right? alright, new topic. it's just a few days away till school reopens again and i know there'll be a lot of people complaining about their holidays bring not long or fun enough to fully satisfy them~ but not for me and the other form 5-ians as we still have about a month or more of holidays ahead of us while waiting for our O level results~~ i do hope we get 6 'O's above and will continue our studies in formth six :) i'm a mixed of both anticipation and fear while waiting for my result. to be frank, during weeks of going through my exam i wasn't in a good shape. i was really sick and i felt nausea every 10-15 minutes which really bothered me thus making me lose my concentration on answering the papers. it was a nightmare really, i kept on wishing for the exam to finish or for time to fasten up instead of hoping to answer the questions greatly :'( so that explains the fear i have on my results as my health DID affect my performance through out the exam D:

happy birthday peeps! (December)

Hey it's December!!! *tionk* lagging~~~ anyway, I'm wishing happy advance and belated birthdays to those who have theirs in this wonderful cold month ^^

1st- Abg Adi & Didi
3rd- Villa
1oth- Meg White
12th- Qawi
13th- Ezzati (good god I've been reminded or not... D:)
19th- Yasti, Babel & Ivo
22nd/23rd- Daniel (unsure... how disturbing)
26th- Ramsey

lol... nda banyak manusia wah yang ku to b'day nya in this month x) sorry, i got no presents for you people ;___; but if i can, i'll get you people one :DDDD oh yeah, whoever wants to catch me on MSN, i will appear online between 11pm till 2am or so ^^ i know, odd hours but that's when i'm available :D what can i say? the afternoons till evenings are used for sleep, jog, eat and such xP

October, my fave month

October has been my favorite month regardless the fact that it's a month of public exams and such. a reason why i love this month is because my birthday is in this month :D it was on the 12th October and i'm officially 17 now! just 3 more years then i'll be 20~~ anyway, i wanna say happy belated and advance birthday to the ones whose birthday are in this month :)))

3/10- Zlatan Ibrahimovic & Sir Saiful
10/10- Malina
11/10- Ivo's lil sis
12/10- Henri Lansbury & Azmi
13/10- Akmal
16/10- Philipp Kohlschreiber (Mr. Alluring) & Zoltan Steiber
17/10- Ivan Saenko
19/10- Babu Mai
27/10- Shamin
31/10- Athari & Hearlley (i think...)



that's the only people i can recall so far but to those i've forgotten, i apologize. anyway so sorry for not posting anything for so long, i've been busy with other things (i'm not lying and it has 23% of revision in it). oh yeah, i'm currently into electronica such as Electric Valentine (i've mentioned them before). so here's the name of the bands and solo artists i frequently listen to:


Breathe Carolina


Kill Paradise


Owl City


Electric Valentine


Nevershoutnever!


The Script


Krystal Meyers


Justin Nozuka