6 Os & my piece: mannequin

well i'm a tad late by a few days with this but... I GOT 6 Os :D finally the long wait has ended! well i'm kinda frustrated with my chemistry cause i only got a D on it or not i'll have 7 Os :] anyway, my dream of going to SMSA has come true and that's the second dream i've achieved so far~ i have many more dreams that need to be real and made. for the early weeks of february, i'm guessing i'll be quite busy~~ so that means i won't be on the net 24-7 like how i've been in the past 3 months :] oh yeah here's something random:

"Mannequin"

Like a mannequin, movements diasbled,
Glass eyes just watch the world revolves,
Wish this heart isn't sadly dismantled,
So it wouldn't this much hurt just to see him go,
Butterflies netted then pinned to the wall,
Just to satisfy one's hobby of collecting them,
Wish I could have everything and him in my hall,
So I wouldn't have to miss anything,
Lips biten, the sourness had to be swallowed,
Regardless how much I refuse to take it in,
If only he left trails that I could have followed,
Then I wouldn't dream just to see him anymore,
Like a favorite blanket, it's special,
He's the same way but nothing I could hold onto,
I could say he's the oxygen I breathe and all,
But that just wouldn't get me him back would it?
Like a mannequin, movements diasbled,
Glass eyes just watch the world revolves,
Wish this heart isn't sadly dismantled,
So it wouldn't hurt this much just to let him go.

from me for today ;D

it's been a while since i last posted anything here (regarding my personal life that is :D) i'm still going through the O level exam which i wish would end ASAP! anyway, there's this song i've been effin trying to find for like months and finally, FINALLY i found that song! *grin* i mean i have the english version but come on, spanish is more sexy~ no? speaking of sexy, my 9th husband is a real star player but sadly plays for Sporting :'( not because of the club, it's because the time of their live matches are usually at odd crazy hours and if it's not for the European League, i wouldn't have seen him play at all! that goes the same to my 8th darling who's playing in Villareal~~ *sniff* i miss you my Rossi ;____; if Manchester United is going against Villareal, so gonna watch the game just for the sake of watching him play again :D

Giuseppe Rossi (at the middle)

i want for school to be over as to would be heaven for me! to my best friends, i'm gonna miss you guys like hell but i know that you KNOW why i would want that so much (: right, randomness put aside.. i hate being a third wheel or the last option. really that effin sucks. it's not like it's the first time i've been in a situation like this, this HAPPENED BEFORE. *sigh* this is why i despise love to the fullest, i'm never taken seriously like any other girl. a guy once told me, "i like you for your smile and your personality" and i was glad to know that but... that's pretty much it. i'm a dull girl who has 50/50 boy girl kind of personality with a dash of kindness, care and friendliness :D damn what the hell am i rambling about? eccentricity is me for the time being xD

Ruben De la Red. sexy ain't he?

malay oral wasn't easy..

hey it's deeb. haha who else? anyway, i'm still in recovery but i'm feeling a bit okay than before. dad wrote a letter to the school stating that i would take 4 days off just for recovery. oh yeah, i'm able to fast meaning i'm slowly doing okay (: anyway, i had to attend school during the afternoon today because of malay oral exam. i was quite nervous and no, there wasn't any anticipation in me for the oral. although i'm malay, i'm not really good in malay. LOL i'm just like Alex Evans only he's french and he's bad at it xD

malay oral was HARD. thank god i took malay in the june o level and got a credit for it because the oral i went through today wasn't looking good. reading and answering questions based on the passage was easy but during the conversation came the hard part. i was given a topic on the education in Brunei and hell it was a difficult topic to discuss about. i've never think for answers for their questions as long as this before. i mean usually i take 1 or 2 minutes to answer questions but this time, i took almost 6 minutes to come up with a rational answer. there's this one question i had to think for a long time that i forgot the question and yes, i request for a repeat on what the question was about 0_0 the scary part was... the examiners weren't smiling or laughing AT ALL. that just give us o level candidates doubt in passing the oral. well at least it's over with and i just hope i passed it.

alright change topic. in releasing stress, i look for random pictures and i found cute animals and cute desserts! here's the pictures~~~