Unaccepted

Every year the same old people,
Talking about the same old thing,
Nevertheless the hatred doesn't change,
I'm still a blotch in everything,
Pacing down that familiar path,
Hearing voices muffled in the background,
Amongst them they despise me in whispers,
While i just ignore and look at the ground,
I question myself on what i lack,
I look in the mirror to see what's different about me,
I could never understand why,
I'm still unaccepted and mistreated badly,
No drug could drive the pain away,
No suicidal attempts could solve my misery,
But that's the reason why i stay,
And confront the pain without any complaints.

this is dedicated to KS and her minions, the KS wannabes. well if you guys even bother to read it anyway which you won't ;)

That's That

Refraining from the spot,
Letting the mirror shatter,
Staring without thoughts,
Crushing without guilt,
Conversing daily talks,
There's nothing special about it,
Eyes saw the beautiful side of her,
He caught himself admiring her unintentionally,
Approaching without regrets,
Trying without stopping,
Can you see it by now?
I'm rejecting and that's that,
Sweet words whispered,
Your intense stare kills me within,
Can you see it by now?
This isn't working and that's that,
Emotionless as dead,
Zero reaction to his attempts,
Desire overwhelms him,
Desperation devours him,
Supposed to be a kiss goodbye,
Led him misunderstanding the situation,
She won't mind if he cries,
As soon as he knows the truth,
Aching with the facts,
Resisting as you refuse to believe,
Can't you figure it out by now?
You're unaccepted and that's that,
Reaching hard for the one in me,
But ended up empty handed,
Can't you figure it out by now?
We weren't meant for each other,
No not at all and that's that.