my beloved men

"You Caught Me Off Guard, Now I'm Running And Screaming"

every girl have their own men they love. no not man, MEN. especially the ones they're obsess with (usually celebrities or sport stars) well i want to share the guys i love with you people =D here are the guys:


Derek Bloom- he's so mysterious and totally amazing! he's so fit and he absolutely rocks the drums!! he's a living LEGEND.


Vedran Corluka- this fits him perfectly 'sex god'. come on, look at his body! the broad shoulders, the fit packs and obviously his eyes! so menacing and totally looks into you. oh yeah, he's so hot that a turkish guy went to him and became his deodorant! LOL he's an AMAZING footballer~~ it sucks that Croatia lost to Turkey in the Euro. TURKEY IS KALOK!!!


Martin Johnson- what can i say? he sings like a pro and he has what i call 'exotic beauty'. his voice can bring you to actually listen to his songs. i mean like you actually listen to every word in the lyrics and you try to understand the meaning of the song. BLG deserves the attention they get from fans right now =) he also has a good sense for movies. i know, he indirectly recommended me to watch garden state ;D


Chace Crawford- i know what you're thinking, typical. well i can't blame you for saying and besides, if it means me being typical then be it. i love him! he's so EFFIN hot! come on, look at that face. he's totally dream guy material. i love him when i second (not first) saw him on GG. if i have a boyfriend like that, I WON'T EVER LET HIM GO!!! i mean like he's every girl's fantasy. oh chace, i so want you. LOL i'm jealous of you Leighton. i really am.

Thoughts

In a spacious room,
Where thoughts can bloom,
The plain white walls,
Where anything can be sketched upon it,
Unclassified position of my existence,
Unknown reason for my very presence,
Questions that are impossible to answer,
My mind works in wonder,
I sat at the middle of the floor,
Listening to the sound of waves crashing the shore,
Compiling all my inner thoughts,
Placing them at the tip of my finger,
Dipping and swirling in paint,
Motivated, confident and inspired,
Writing of what I've desired,
Upon a wide concrete paper,
Deliberately exposing my thoughts to the world,
Hoping it opens the curious mind of a girl,
With intentions of rediscovering herself,
Hoping it reintroduces her to her true self.