many thanks to these people (:

this year is my favorite year despite the terrible downs i've been through but at least the worst happens occasionally (not like last year *sigh*). in my entire school life, i finally have my favorite class and one that i love the most, which is this year's 5A. the people in my class are very easy to connect with and they understand you quite well. i see my classmates as my family or cousins really as they act that way. i would like to thank them in here also. my million of thanks goes to:

Faiqah- she's the best. she's there when i need her to listen to my problems and she never fails to brighten my day with her spunky, energetic self (: she has great sense in fashion & music and trendy which she sometimes update me with the latest things. she keeps school life sane for me really.

Yasti- my long time best friend. she's always there whenever i need some laughs and go crazy with. she along with faiqah deserve the most thanks as they always help me whenever i'm ill (once i'm ill, it's very scary) i love you both so much!

Jennifer- we're there for each other, she's like my left and i'm her right. we help and understand each other. she's pretty much the adviser whenever i'm totally screwed or in a panic.

Azimah- she's like a sister to me. she's playful and helpful especially in maths ^^ i enjoy being and hanging around with her and i can tell anything to her without thinking if she might offend me with her response. she's a wise person and i like hanging around with people like this :)

Amal- a wonderful girl. she's the only one who approached and actually befriend me when we were in form 1. i was mean to think that she took me for granted back then, but i was wrong and i've apologized to her before. i share my problems with her and she shares her with me. she's also one of the few people to brighten my day. she's somehow a friend i sometime need to be around with just to survive some insanity of the school :D

Mizah- one awesome chic i've come to know better. she's pretty random but she's fun to befriend with. a very creative person and i like that in her (: i love her drawing, it's cute!

Maisa- she's a sweet girl with a pocket full of sweets ;D seriously, she brings alot of sweets daily and i'm one of those students who ask for sweets from her. she help me most especially in BM, i keep on asking her whenever i encounter a word i don't understand. haha so much for being malay~

Shamin- the head prefect we know and love. he's a mischief at time but all the way good. he keeps my day fun by him playing around with me and easing the boredom in a boring lesson~ he's cool and care a penny less about the world but he's into the whole army thing. that's another thing that made him awesome, his interest in history. some thing we have in common (: oh yeah, he's a BIG help when it comes to arithmetic!

Ghani- he's a wise guy. not in a sarcastic way but in a good one. i can easily open up to him if i have a problem and he responds quite well for a guy. he helps me in maths (which i TOTALLY suck at) and he brings greater laughter.

Sharul- he's a nut case but he's all good. he's friendly and easy to talk with. i mean, you can talk about anything with him cause he'll just make the conversation more interesting and hilarious! he's the comic in class and yes, he always put smiles on our faces and fills laughter in the classroom.

well that's pretty much it and again thank you, to those listed above. i love you guys to bits!

5 fave crimes

crime and investigation. my new passion and interest. some of the criminal activities we've seen and heard actually draws my attention in knowing why these criminals did it and for whatever reason. so here's some of my top 5 favorite crimes:

5) criminal: Terry Roy Holman
victim: Todd Bequette (13 year old boy in 1974)
crime: abducting and abusing children

4) criminal: Katherine Knight
victim: John Price (her de facto husband)
crime: manslaughter and cannibalism

3) criminal: Ronald DeFeo Jr.
victim: his entire family
crime: murdering them all at one night in 1974

2) criminal: Steven Jay Russell (the king of con)
victim: those he came across
crime: fraud and embezzlement

1) criminal: Armin Meiwes
victim: Bernd Jürgen Brandes (a willing victim of desire and to be eaten)
crime: manslaughter and cannibalism

there are more interesting crimes that i fascinate really but these 5 are currently my personal favorites as their story are disturbing, confusing, horrendous and remarkable to awe me.

what the hell?

what the hell?! *uses fred's high pitch* ronaldo delayed his transfer? i remembered reading about his transfer which state him ACTUALLY transferring. pfft! i feel wackemundo (yes i created that word) for the congratulatory i've given him. well it's good for his & MUFC fans to know that he will be staying in MUFC for the time being and the fact that he will show up for the Premier's League. haha. great...

alright let's change topic: fred on cnn!

yes Fred or Lucas Cruikshank was interviewed by CNN on his fame in youtube and how he received millions of views which totally beats Miley Cyrus & the Jonas Brothers~ anyway, he's going to start his season 2 this august which my sisters and i are looking forward to it. and please please PLEASE Lucas, don't kill fred! he's TOO young to die and totally NOT worth dying because of a horse stampede! alright that's pretty much it xD

it's all about football

yes the premier's league will start on the 16th of August and i'm anticipating for the event! yeah me so i can see my gorgeous men run down the field and play their games well. and hopefully, brings victory to their respective FC. i wish for the best to Liverpool and Manchester City FC. go kill the other twits boys ;D

I would like to congratulate Cristiano Ronaldo's transfer to Real Madrid as that decreases the fans of MUFC. yes SOME MUFC fans are obnoxious and totally confident that this team will win with the presence of Ronaldo so now, with him transferred... the world might be a little safer to live in (: i hope you'll do great in Real Madrid Ronaldo.

as for other news, well it's related to Chelsea's recruitment of new players. they recruited Deco from FC Barcelona with an official contract of 3 years for €10 million (8 million pounds) and for your information, he's number 20 in Chelsea. Chelsea's manager, Luiz Felipe Scolari offered a €80 million contract to AC Milan's Kaka and there's a chance that this move will come to happen! at first when Real Madrid offered a €90 million contract to Kaka last summer, Milan didn't even think of accepting that bid.

Milan also quote: "This time is different. This is the first time we feel that a deal will definitely happen."

what made Chelsea's offer interesting was the benefit for Kaka if he joined them:
a significant increase in Kaka's salary, on top of the 10 percent transfer fee that goes straight to the him anyway- estimated in a sum of €15 million.

i just hope Kaka's transfer doesn't happen. come on, half of this country's citizens hate Chelsea so don't make it worst for the fans of Kaka. they might eventually fly to London just to find Scolari and killed him for taking in their favorite player into their most hated team. i'm just saying because i oppose menacing or violent act. haha so irrelevant. oh yeah here's the thing, i don't hate Manchester United too much honestly but i just hate the fans here in this tiny country. they're always exaggerating that made me hate MUFC so much that at time, i just feel like strangling one of them. they just mock Liverpool just as bad as they talk s*** about Chelsea! no amusing at all.

brief explanation of myself

i just realize something about myself. i can't be trusted or keep secrets... i've changed.

well i said something to a friend of mine and yeah there was a wee bit confidence when i said it to her. i'm here to say that it's a false statement, yes dear it's nothing real. it's just another rumor. now i simply hate to be in with the crowd and listen to any gossip or stories they're stirring up at the moment. i'm easily excited so as my adrenaline pumped, i intend to get all fired up creating a disaster for myself. so here's something you people ought to know:

"Share no private secrets with me & don't trust me to keep them."

yes i rather share this fact with the world than to let others know it by me doing it to them. i apologize to those who i misuse their trust. sorry... right i'm done with this so case close. please do not come up to me and speak about this matter as i have no interest to elaborate or explain myself on this. i've messed up in this...

simply wonderful

from where i'm sitting,
the view of the water lilies,
look simply wonderful,
everything just seems beautiful,
when i know i have you to love,
throwing pebbles across the lake,
the ripples shakes my reflection,
but nothing in this world,
could ever stop me from being your girl,
because you know you have me to love,
all the lyrics i've got and kept,
yours was the only one,
i love and appreciate,
because that's the best one i've had,
as it tells our story of love,
counting the moments,
i wait until the day,
where we're showered by petals,
then finally come to settle,
as we hold in matrimony for the sake of love.

17.7.08

today isn't such a great day. no not at all. here are the reasons why:

• i didn't get enough sleep last night (i looked like hell this morning. ugh.)
• my head hurts afterward and i felt like something was drilling into it
• i got a shock from a sudden change of plans (yes my confidence DIED)
• the whole day, my class got lectured by several teachers just because of a dimwit
• the same dimwit just bore and sicken my day
• a kid i saw in Seria had a croatia team jersey *gasped* (i've been DYING to get one)

okay enough about the worst part of my day. i just finished reading a book entitled 'private' and god, it's awesome. there's this one seemingly awesome jock named Thomas Pearson. i like the man but as the story goes further, i just hate him for being an ass to the main character, Reed Brennan. But overall it's a wicked book ^^ totally love it~

oh yeah, there's this one youtuber, jonlajoie and he's FREAKIN' awesome! talented and totally humorous. he can rap like seriously! he actually beats most rap songs we hear nowadays. he's cool~ i love his song everyday normal guy 2.

here's his official website if you want to know more about him:
http://www.jonlajoie.com

or you can go to his youtube page:
http://www.youtube.com/user/jonlajoie

randomness & lyrics

to all you people who wishes me to online on friendster more often... well sorry babe! i don't have the urge to manage my friendster like how i used to~~ i'm more into blogging for the time being~~

there's this song called 'after tonight' by Justin Nozuka & it is AMAZING! i fell in love with it straight away when i first heard it on MTV:TRL (even though the audio wasn't heard there). so yeah, here's the lyrics:

After Tonight- Justin Nozuka

There's something in your eyes
Is everything alright
You look up to the sky
You long for something more

Darling
Give me your right hand
I think I understand
Follow me and you will never have to wish again

(Chorus)
I know that after tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars
No, No, No, No
I know by the end of tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars
I know that if the love is alright
You won't have to look up at the stars
No, No, No, No
I know by the end of tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars

Tell me how you feel
And if i'm gettin near
I'll tell you where to steer
You'll tell me where to steer
Da-Da-Da-Darling
Way above the clouds
And high above the stars
Through the unknown black holes
No one knows where we are
But we'll return to Earth and do it all over again

(Chorus)
I know that after tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars
No, No, No, No
I know by the end of tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars
I know that if the love is alright
You won't have to look up at the stars
No, No, No, No
I know by the end of tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars

Come away with me
Come fly away with me

Just for a night
No one will ever know
No, No, No, No
Darling

I will leave you satisfied
Forever past time
You don't have to hide your free to fly

(Chorus)
I know that after tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars
No, No, No, No
I know by the end of tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars
I know that if the love is alright
You won't have to look up at the stars
No, No, No, No
I know by the end of tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars

I know that after tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars
No, No, No, No
I know by the end of tonight
You don't have to look up at the stars
I know that if the love is alright
You don't have to look up at the stars
No, No, No, No
I know by the end of tonight
You'll be looking down upon them from heaven

cesc fabregas: my very much BELOVED hero

i hate the telly. it hardly gives me what i want to see. (well not until august that is ^^) so... for the time being, i go on to youtube & watch the Cesc Fabregas Show! it's totally wicked and it got me laughing so much. oh i LOVE you Fabregas, you're the king~~~ of comedy & my heart along with the other 3 i desire soooo much xD

other cast of the show would be players of Arsenal (lol OBVIOUSLY. they're his teammates anyway) and their coach, Matt Lucas. funny man he is but he's mean calling Phillipe a swiss bloke which by the way is hilarious. he KNOWS all of their names but for the sake of the show, he pretends he just met them on the show xD what made me laugh like an idiot was the seriousness of Fabregas & Phillipe during the show! god i love how they maintain their coolness~~ they're my heroes (:

there's another episode where there's a hidden camera recording his meeting with a football psychiatrist. he looked SO ADORABLE when he's all innocent! my favorite part would be the one question & answer session: "paella: Spain, winner: me. tree: koala *hand gestures* koala. you know this animal?" :D ..okay recently i went thorough a heap of Torres videos & guess what i found? a video consisting 'sexy' pictures of him... well TOO sexy that it almost showed his *ahemahem* and yes, there's a photo of him pant less xD *sigh* Torres, Torres, Fernando Torres~~~~~

another 4 guys ^^

last time i posted a post saying the 4 guys i like right? or was it love? well whatever, here's the current 4 guys i LOVE:



Vedran Corluka- Sex God & a great defender~



Iker Casillas- Best goalkeeper & a heartthrob



Fernando Torres- a cute striker & definitely awesome!



Cesc Fabregas- a witty and humorous midfielder he is ^^

haha right... that's what i can came up with xD but nevertheless i love them all ^^ LOL all from different FCs~~ but 3 of them are in the same national team though~~

david villa and... him

hello again and i bet i'll be label lame after you read this post. shut up, it's my point of view & i'm nice enough to share. here's something that got me laughing and wondering. okay world, be ready for it...

David Villa. Jersey number 7, player of Spain. This is how we know & looks like:



But after looking at this picture below....



*laughing* is this the Villa we know? is he? sure he has the jersey, the brows, the hair, the lips and definitely the 'setompok' beard but really, David Villa?
note: i bet you guys are gonna say 'yes that's him.' but please, i know you'll laugh even for a minute looking at that picture xD lol sorry Lyn, one just HAVE to laugh. yes you are welcome to strangle me if this picture ever comes across your mind (:

okay change topic. popularity or well-known. that is the main thing that make something we like available in this country. let's talk about how this comes up into a conversation.

i'm a fan & a supporter of MCFC and as one, i want their jersey. haha total support lah tu~~ but... this country DOESN"T sell the jersey. it's all MU, Liverpool, Arsenal & Chelsea all the way. WHY?!! yeah i figured that getting a Croatia jersey is way hard (close to impossible to be precise) to find in Brunei so i want a MCFC jersey the least to show my love for football & again, supporting MCFC. *sigh* this country... can never give me what i'm interested in... until i lost interest in those things.

Unaccepted

Every year the same old people,
Talking about the same old thing,
Nevertheless the hatred doesn't change,
I'm still a blotch in everything,
Pacing down that familiar path,
Hearing voices muffled in the background,
Amongst them they despise me in whispers,
While i just ignore and look at the ground,
I question myself on what i lack,
I look in the mirror to see what's different about me,
I could never understand why,
I'm still unaccepted and mistreated badly,
No drug could drive the pain away,
No suicidal attempts could solve my misery,
But that's the reason why i stay,
And confront the pain without any complaints.

this is dedicated to KS and her minions, the KS wannabes. well if you guys even bother to read it anyway which you won't ;)

teams i support (:

finally, i am able to post that previous post about the match. it was stored in drafts and it was composed on the 31.6.08 but due to internet failure, posting it on that date was impossible. anyway i'm happy to say that i'll be supporting these 3 teams for the World Cup in 2010:

Croatia, Spain & Argentina

as for football clubs, i support:

Manchester City FC (recently) & Liverpool (for 3 years already)

oh i just can't wait for the FCs to start playing on the field again. Of course, as a regular match not as a huge event. i have devoted myself to support the following teams full heartedly.