a bad week and will be off for weeks...

internet is back being okay but sadly i won't be on the net as i'm taking a break. that is if you consider a week or two as a short term break~ i might be on MSN occasionally and don't expect too much on it as it's not a promise that i'll do so. been having a few days of straight disappointment and the rain in my days haven't stop either so there's no happy mood or emotion as such for now. i'm still worried about 3 people that i know they won't take what i did to heart but still worry if they're mad at me. it wasn't done intentionally and i, myself wouldn't have done that even if i have a purpose of doing so. i'm so sorry... i miss these 3 people badly. that's one thing and the other is that i'm hurt by the fact that my trust is again misused but in a way one think it's okay by me when it's not, at all. i know it's a little thing but i got my trust misused a month ago and i still haven't recover from it. the truth still stings me more than how the lie tortured me for months.

i have everything at its worst at the moment that i'm actually being hateful towards everything and i'm emotionally stressed. i'm not an emo or trying to be one, so don't think of me in such way or not you're an idiot for those thoughts. i mean it. i'm someone who care less what the world have that i don't and as well less concerned that i lack the feelings that my friends emit to and receive from their signifcant others. but somehow, jealousy crept into me and filling in thoughts of how life would have been happier, serendipity even, if i have someone for my own to spend with this year. but jealously alone isn't enough to get me agreeing on the idea to put myself back on to the dating market but it itself is enough to make me depressed. and grimly, the depression grows worst as i realize that i'm alone for far too long. i don't want anyone advicing me to get myself a guy just to end my misery and stop being dramatic because you people don't get it. i'm a complicated person and to elaborate my thoughts on getting myself hooked is more of a complex that just saying how complicated i am. i don't want to be in a relationship because i tend to hurt the other person and leave them under a month. nothing of my wanting but it just works that way with me. the down low is that i'm here just to express myself, somewhere to pour my heart out without anyone saying anything about it.

6 Os & my piece: mannequin

well i'm a tad late by a few days with this but... I GOT 6 Os :D finally the long wait has ended! well i'm kinda frustrated with my chemistry cause i only got a D on it or not i'll have 7 Os :] anyway, my dream of going to SMSA has come true and that's the second dream i've achieved so far~ i have many more dreams that need to be real and made. for the early weeks of february, i'm guessing i'll be quite busy~~ so that means i won't be on the net 24-7 like how i've been in the past 3 months :] oh yeah here's something random:

"Mannequin"

Like a mannequin, movements diasbled,
Glass eyes just watch the world revolves,
Wish this heart isn't sadly dismantled,
So it wouldn't this much hurt just to see him go,
Butterflies netted then pinned to the wall,
Just to satisfy one's hobby of collecting them,
Wish I could have everything and him in my hall,
So I wouldn't have to miss anything,
Lips biten, the sourness had to be swallowed,
Regardless how much I refuse to take it in,
If only he left trails that I could have followed,
Then I wouldn't dream just to see him anymore,
Like a favorite blanket, it's special,
He's the same way but nothing I could hold onto,
I could say he's the oxygen I breathe and all,
But that just wouldn't get me him back would it?
Like a mannequin, movements diasbled,
Glass eyes just watch the world revolves,
Wish this heart isn't sadly dismantled,
So it wouldn't hurt this much just to let him go.

Spurs vs Pompey: 1-1 (Defoe's an idiot)

Tottenham Hotspur VS Portsmouth: 1-1
White hart Lane

it was a game worth 2 hours used upon :) both teams were playing their hearts out and it's good to see Pompey played greatly in term of strategy. it was cool to see they have most of their passes accurate and that Belhadj was able to do a 360 even for a short moment ^^ what amazes me is that they can pull off their play just now when half of the team weren't in a really good mood. it was clearly seen that Kranjcar, Belhadj, Kaboul, Distin and Johnson were a bit low today. it was sad to see Pompey playing without Kanu & Hughes on the field as they're great players and can be quite useful on field. it was also unfortunate to have Wilson substituting Kaboul at the 88th minute when that change should have been done earlier. Kaboul wasn't in a great shape and had been creating mistakes quite often as Utaka. Wilson is more dependable and better with techniques in my view. Also sad to know that Kranjcar got injured in the game later on and that had Hreidarsson came on to field. but overall i'm happy that it was them who scored first with Nugent's goal and how they performed well despite the state they were in. there was a player who was an ex-Pompey that boiled my blood and that is...

Traore defending the ball from Woodgate

Jermain Defoe. god i freaking HATE this player! he played for Tottenham before then bought by Pompey and now he has left Pompey for a chance to play in Tottenham again. damn he was playing either so-so or terribly in Pompey like he has no will to play for them but for Spurs, damn only god knows how excited he was in scoring for the team. first thing crossed my mind, "why transferred to Pompey if you aren't gonna play whole-heartedly for them?" and i hate how he celebrated his goal against his old team just now. when at Pompey, he did put efforts in playing alright but he always miss the chance in goaling! but in Spurs, he grabs any chances there is to score for the team!! the hell man, what kinda attitude is that? i know it's natural for any player to celebrate and be happy with their first goal for their new team but seriously, when it's against your old team, that pisses the fans off and just simply WRONG. i can't believe how quick he forgot Pompey even if it's only been a year for him there but still. once a spurs always a spurs :/ now i just disrespect him as a great player...

Jermain Defoe: the one who forgot Portsmouth easily

Usu & Uncle Hadi's departure :D

yesterday my Usu and Uncle Hadi went on a flight respectively back to Scotland and Jordan. my sister as always reminds Usu Mirul to buy her a Pompey jersey and unexpectedly, she asked for a Pompey bag as well x) not sure if he's gonna buy the bag but the jersey is a certain.
everyone was there at the airport even Amit Nuar O.O he's a rarity when it comes to appearing at occasions xD there were a lot of crowd at the airport and most of them seemed like they were OMO-ing (orang meliat orang) and thank god with Ryyan around to play with, my agoraphobia didn't turn up :) oh yeah, my cousin Qibah had her 17th birthday yesterday :D she had an amazing day she said which is good enough for me to know ^^ i always love it when people say they have a great day on their special day, dunno why but i just like it (: it's kinda nice to see that she turned 17 on the 17th January, the age and the day matches xD i love conspiracy at times~~ oh yeah, Iman went emotional when he saw his dad and Usu went leaving him as the passengers of their plane was called upon. i actually cried along with Iman, i mean the sadness was intense! hey it beats any drama and it's easy to cry along with him since he's only 3 years old :P i'm gonna miss my Usu a lot since he's fun to have around with :) anyway i'll be posting pictures regarding that day later on as i haven't transfer it to my laptop :D

Fun to do :)

Rules:
Go to [link] and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people.

1.) Your name: Diba (Dibah hasn't been defined yet :P)

a tall, skinny and seductive woman with a vivacious prowl. any man would want to be in her pantalones; SHES SO BANGABLE! i mean, DAYMM GURL YOU SO FIINE! but boys, dont mess with her, cause that diba's ninja-speed bitching reflexes might get to youu. YA HEARR?!! so in short, all diba's are sexy, and be careful what you wish for cause you just might get itttt ;)

ROFLMAO!!! am i suppose to be happy? xD


2.) Your age: 17

The right age to start having sex, according to Chef on South Park

3.) What should you be doing: sleeping

To masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in.

WTF?? that's insane D:


4.) Favorite color: Blue

The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420 to 490 nanometers.

haha so scientific xD


5.) Birthplace: Brunei

An extremely rich country that has very poor neighbors such as Malaysia and other south pacific nations. Capital: Bandar Seri Begawan (Brunei City)

lol i'm proud of my country because of its richness ;D


6.) Month of your birth: October

NUDY MAGAZINE DAY!

O_O (completely speechless)


7.) Last person you talked to: Mom

The woman who loves you unconditionally from birth, the one who puts her kids before herself and the one who you can always count on above everyone else. Just telling her your problems makes you feel better because mom's always know how to make it all go away. Even if you fight, know that she's just looking out for your best interests. Where would you be without your mom?

oh that explains everything :) My mom is totally like this, i love you mama :D

8.) One of your nicknames: Dib

One of the main characters from the cartoon Invader Zim. Dib is a young boy who dreams of being a paranormal investigator when he grows up, even though his father, a world-famous scientist, wants him to study 'real science'. When the alien Zim appears at his school with plans for world domination, Dib is often the only one who can stop him. Unfortunately, no one else realizes that Zim is an alien, so they all think that Dib is insane.

LOL i do talk about paranormal stuff but i'm a GIRL :) and my nickname is either spelled Dib or Deeb. (the reason why i made it into double E's is because someone pronounced Dib as Daib/Dyb D:)

Tagged:
Fatin
Darina
Nurun

Embracing 2009 :)

it's January already meaning it's a new year :D and new year concludes to resolutions!!!! so mine for 2009 would be:

• Get into SMSA (i do hope so, AMIN!!!)
• Meet new people and to be friends with them
• Be a bit more socialize
• Try to not fall in love
• Learn new 5 languages (hope i actually master one :D)
• Add more clothes to my wardrobe xD (colorful ones please)
• Read and perfect my Al-Quran reading
• Memorize down some Surahs
• Try to have more pets than now
• Travel more
• More into keeping money than spending it :P
• Study hard as I'm determined in becoming a lawyer
• Lessen my daily usage of the net
• Maintain the friendly, bubbly and optimistic me
• Maintain my good health (that is NEEDED)

that's so far what i could list for my 2009's resolutions ^^ oh yeah, about my new year night. it was radical and totally fun :D i enjoyed the whole night completely with my cousins and got to see a lot of firework displays (regardless the ones my uncle bought which didn't last long and the neighbor's covered up for the disappointment). also we weren't just celebrating new year, it was our lil cousin, Efa's birthday as well :D she turned 4 that night! and guess what? on 1st January 2009, there's a new addition to the family. Efa's mum (my Usu) gave birth to her second child which is a baby boy! he was all red but cute really ^^ oh yeah here's some pictures taken during the new year night :)

from left to right: Qilah (my cousin), me & Fatin (my sister)


Efa, excited to blow out her candles ^^


Make a wish little cousin~


I understand that he's happily kicking a ball...


...But what is up with him kicking a coconut O.o


Abg Adi (my brother), Fatin, Me, Liyana (in white), Qilah (next to me) & Tikah (my sister in turqoise)


from left to right: Abg Pol (crazy look), Udin, Abg Malek, Daniel & Aiman


One of the firework display (sadly it didn't last long but it's quite big actually)

lol i can't believe i'm doing this post on the first day of school as it reopens today xD and yes, i'm a few days late with the title there :P also with this: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HOPE 2009 BE A GREAT YEAR TO YOU GUYS!!!!

Great Funny Youtubers (part 2)

Okay there are 3 more youtubers that i'm gonna mention so first... or third, is Jon Lajoie. a total comedian and very talented xD anyone can relate to his comedy... well except for some serious women regarding to his videos about the female genitalia which i found funny x) it's amazing how he can write and rap so well for a whitie (lol i sound a bit racist there xD) so here's some of his videos that I favorite~

Jon Lajoie

Not Giving a F***

Everyday Normal Guy 2

Rapist Glasses

Being Gay Commercial

that's enough about Jon there ^^ up next is nonetheless but Nigahiga! consist of two asian dudes Ryan & Sean (but i suppose Ryan runs it most) who has awesome videos especially their video, 'How to be Gangsta' but sadly got banned by Youtube for some particular reason. can't really think of what that reason is... anyway, they're radical and totally random. they could be the asian version of smosh but whatever, i still love em ^^

Ryan Higa & Sean Fujioshi

Movie in Minutes

How To Be Ninja

Asian Boy- Yank Dat Cameltoe

Sean Returns!

Alright now last but not least, David Spates :D he is amazing! his videos mostly crack me up that i literally fall on the floor, laughing with tears xD some of his videos include his best friend and fellow youtuber, John Ollie :) he's pretty awesome too so i recommend you people to check him out as well~~ so yeah here's my favorite videos by David Spates ^^

David Spates as Chris the Crackhead

Halloween- Interview With A Gay Vampire

Chris The Crackhead Thief #2

C*ckblocking 2 "John's revenge"

What Would You Do If -Elevator-

10 Things You Should Never Say To Another Guy Friend

Chris the Crackhead and C*ckblocking is a series and i love all the episodes of it :D i love many of Spates work :) well that's so far for the comedians or youtubers that i love so much~~

Great Funny Youtubers (part 1)

I promised you guys that i'd share some of the youtubers that never fails to make me laugh :) well first of all, i present you DCLugi~ Hilarious and born genius, he should have his own show and be famous by now! Youtube is simply not a place for a talent like his, the world should know about the guy and be prepared for their face to be hurt from laughing too hard xD he's extremely good in impersonation and he usually nails the characters he tries to mimic :D here's some of the videos I simply love from him:



Help Wanted

I'm Not Cool With That

The Language Barrier

there's suppose to be another video titled ''Harry Potter and The Unnecessary Knob" but i can't never watch the video again as someone must have flagged it D: but totally hilarious x) his impression of Snape & Ron was bloody perfect :D alright, let's move to the second Youtuber, Smosh~



Smosh Snatchers

Anthony Gets A Haircut

Male Model

these duo are awesome! these guys are hilarious as well~~ they did almost lost their spark when they posted a few videos regarding the president or anything related to that but they won the hearts of their fans back with their crazy videos starting from Smosh Snatchers :) well that's my view anyway xD it's kinda sad that they're number 3 on the most subscribed channel where fred took the first place. i like fred, don't get me wrong but he doesn't seem to be as funny as how he used to be ;____;

ups on Deeb :)

Fears & Allergies

i thought i was a bit tweek in the phobia area as i have too many phobias (19 fears, how amusing...) i suffer most from mnemophobia, claustrophobia & agoraphobia D: but the term 'allergy', yeah that's a whole new level :/ since a kid, i know i 'm allergic to fur and dust (quite sensitive this one) but i care less knowing there's no serious side effect to it. but ever since six month ago, i kept on rubbing my eyes till it sores or waters and can't stop touching my nose ;___; it was dreadful really and a few days ago my dad took me to a clinic then the doctor said there's something wrong with my nose which is caused by my allergy (note: i run a zoo so i intend to play with my furry friends :D) so i was given 2 packets of allergy pills and a nasal spray D: the spray works great as it enables me to breathe normally and it has improved my eye sight as it now becomes clearer than before :D so to maintain my sight, i've tried refraining for the pc and might use it to just 3-4 times a week ^^ but overall i'm alright although i might have signs on picking up a fever D: hope that doesn't happen at all~~

Birthday & Result

it's the 29th December today and yesterday was a birthday of a well-known friend of mine Mona so yeah, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! i wish her all the best in life even though it's a late wish but that's far better than nothing right? alright, new topic. it's just a few days away till school reopens again and i know there'll be a lot of people complaining about their holidays bring not long or fun enough to fully satisfy them~ but not for me and the other form 5-ians as we still have about a month or more of holidays ahead of us while waiting for our O level results~~ i do hope we get 6 'O's above and will continue our studies in formth six :) i'm a mixed of both anticipation and fear while waiting for my result. to be frank, during weeks of going through my exam i wasn't in a good shape. i was really sick and i felt nausea every 10-15 minutes which really bothered me thus making me lose my concentration on answering the papers. it was a nightmare really, i kept on wishing for the exam to finish or for time to fasten up instead of hoping to answer the questions greatly :'( so that explains the fear i have on my results as my health DID affect my performance through out the exam D:

Boxing day (26.12.08)

Boxing Day Football!!!

Note: All pictures used are from ESPNsoccernet (link)

Liverpool VS Bolton Wanderers: 3-0
Venue: Anfield Stadium
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Stoke City VS Manchester United: 0-1
Venue: Britannia Stadium
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Chelsea VS West Bromwich Albion: 2-0
Venue: Stamford Bridge Stadium
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Aston Villa VS Arsenal: 2-2
Venue: Villa Park Stadium
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Manchester City VS Hull City: 5-1
Venue: City of Manchester Stadium
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Portsmouth VS West Ham United: 1-4
Venue: Fratton Park Stadium
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Wigan Athletic VS Newcastle United: 2-1
Venue: JJB Stadium
Highlight: - (no availability of this highlight's link)


Middlesbrough VS Everton: 0-1
Venue: Riverside Stadium
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Tottenham Hotspur VS Fulham: 0-0
Venue: White Hart Lane
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Sunderland VS Blackburn Rovers: 0-0
Venue: Stadium of Light
Highlight: - (no availability of this highlight's link)

21.12.08 :D

This should have been posted a few days ago but I wasn't up to it back then ^^ 21.12.08 was my auntie Memeng Damit's wedding :D i got to be one of the 'penyambut tetamu' (lol i don't know what's it called in english, doubt it's guest receiver) with my cousins and aunties~ since she's married to someone who has relation to the royalties, so there were some police officers near the gate just to control traffic really x) but uncle Hadi, he thought the police came because the wedding was causing a lot of noise and they were going to warn the bride's family about it xD quarter of the guests were Japanese 0.o

The bride and the groom with the Ambassador of Japan


Some of the penyambut holding gifts for the guests ^^


Iman looking at the gifts for the guests


Ryyan after waking up :D


Darwish and Sasha~ very adorable ^^

That was the afternoon and we came back here again at night ^^ the day was hot as hell but at night, it was raining like mad and there were thunders so loud that it caused many children to cry D: hey even the fish in the drains jumped out of the water xD but despite the bad weather, the whole ceremony went on smoothly ^^ here's are some pictures regarding that night~

Men side of the camp ^^


Uncle Shahruzz & Auntie Memeng Damit


The bride & groom with their parents


The bride & groom cutting their cake

More post after this one :D

I know I haven't been blogging for AGES now and I apologize for that ><"
Well updates about my holidays so far, a lot of attending weddings on weekends and over usage of the internet which led me being addicted to it 0: lol I even consider of restricting myself from the PC and the net but, it turned out to be a failure xD that shows how attached I am to the net :D I'll be posting some posts later regarding the recent wedding of my auntie Memeng damit and which youtubers or comedians that I find geniuses or random in making comedy at its best :D these guys never fail make me laugh by the way ^^

So yeah that's pretty much for now ^^ I'll be back soon with more post :D

happy birthday peeps! (December)

Hey it's December!!! *tionk* lagging~~~ anyway, I'm wishing happy advance and belated birthdays to those who have theirs in this wonderful cold month ^^

1st- Abg Adi & Didi
3rd- Villa
1oth- Meg White
12th- Qawi
13th- Ezzati (good god I've been reminded or not... D:)
19th- Yasti, Babel & Ivo
22nd/23rd- Daniel (unsure... how disturbing)
26th- Ramsey

lol... nda banyak manusia wah yang ku to b'day nya in this month x) sorry, i got no presents for you people ;___; but if i can, i'll get you people one :DDDD oh yeah, whoever wants to catch me on MSN, i will appear online between 11pm till 2am or so ^^ i know, odd hours but that's when i'm available :D what can i say? the afternoons till evenings are used for sleep, jog, eat and such xP

what pissed me off

a friend of mine send me a link regarding the life style and habits of typical Bruneians. it was funny all over but what pissed me off was the translation of Darussalam. surely they find it hilarious to change Abode of Peace into Abode of Piss. seriously, i find that NOT amusing at all. whoever write those facts might be some douche of an asshole who seriously has nothing better to do than to bitch around and making nasty comments about the people around them. either it's an effect from them being social outcasts or they seriously think their way cooler that anyone, had them wasting hours upon hours to think up all those 'typical' things on Bruneians. i have to admit 92.5% (yes i just come to that much) of the facts are agreeable but some of it are just exaggerating and obviously an attempt of trying to be funny (which failed). without them realizing what they have written, they have successfully show how most Bruneians operate:

1) having a work without doing much of it with big salary
2)when one just got promoted or got into a higher position, the others around them starts hating and try anything possible to crush them down just because the others find it 'unfair'.

call me narrow-minded if you want but i seriously find it offensive and it actually made me sympathize on how our country runs. i love my country whole-heartedly and i laugh at all the things others find stereotyped but to actually state them online and guiltlessly insulting the very land you're living in, that's disgusting. it's even surprising how you were given citizenship here regarding how you LOVE this country. (realize the sarcasm in the word 'love' to make sense) anyway, that's my view.

Been tagged again :D

What's the relationship of you with him/her?
We're online friends but feels like macam real life saja xD

5 impression towards him/her?
Cool, Good-looking, Humorous, Fun & Dependable

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?
What he said on my birthday :')

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?
By dedicating 7 of his goals to me xD

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
WT-Fabgregas??! that is IMPOSSIBLE, i'll kill myself 0_o

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
no... NOOO!!!! please not that, he's that special for me not wanting that!

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on....
hahaha no, he and i will never be together ;D i don't want that anyway~

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
if he lies that he's still at the hospital when he's out already.

The most desirable things to do on him/her is?
Meet him and watch a live match at the stadium together :D

The overall impression on him/her is?
The one who's able to give me what no one can: freedom.

How do you think people around you feel about you?
Dull, somewhat fun to hang with, easily laughed and quiet

The character of you about yourself is?
The quiet observer. that's pretty much me, more analyzing in life (:

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?
Realize what's bad in me but hardly does anything to change it xP

The most ideal person you wanna be is?
My mum I suppose :D

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
Thanks for the love, I love you guys as well! *hugs* If only I'm able to do something to make you guys feel special I would~~~ I really would~

10 people you tag

1. Vespera
2. Nika
3. Nurun
4. Ira
5. Yasti
6. someone
7. anyone
8. who's up for it
9. who's dying to do it out of boredom
10. no one :D

Who is No. 2 having relationship with?
Kranjcar, Schmeichel, Rakitic & Akinfeev. Too many? compare to me, that's peanut size many.

No. 3 is a female or male?
Female :D

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
hahaha sorang2 tu eh no 7 atu xD

How about No. 5 and No. 8
ntah, bah Yas ko pilih spa ja yg ko mo~

What is No. 1 studying about?
uhhh... i'm not sure?

Is No. 4 single?
Yesh and happily I reckon :D

Say Something about No. 6
If you came by my blog because of brokencyde, tell me if you want their lyrics~ LOL

10 facts about moi~

1. Each blogger must post this rules.
2. Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3. Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.
4. You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5. It is essential that tag is left at their tagboards, letting them know about the award they've received.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME

1. I'm close to my family and I prefer going out with them than to be out with my cousins (yes something you might pity me for but still, that's the truth :D)

2. I absolutely HATE being in a relationship! i prefer the single life, more freedom and happiness bebeh!!

3. I have 19 fears but the strongest one is mnemophobia. i've had it since i was 12 or so i suppose :)

4. I LOVE my friends to death and i care for them more than lovers really :D i cherish my friendships with those who are close to me~

5. I LOVE colors!!! i go crazy for anything colorful to be honest

6. I enjoy music. I jog, eat, read, sleep and blog with listening to music. ask my sisters, they KNOW.

7. I'm a clean freak. i HATE untidiness and any other dirty environment. it just shows that i'm health concerned xD

8. I BREATHE and I'm CRAZY for football :D if you start talking to me about it, i guarantee you i won't stop until you say stop xD football to me is like sweets, it's ADDICTIVE!!!

9. Writing is my passion. I create an alternative way of releasing my stress or pouring my heart out by writing poems. this is like a STATEMENT about me :D

10. i'm generally nice or kind to everyone really but without them knowing, I'm someone who.... CURSES ALOT!!!! yes i curse the worst amongst my friends but i don't do it in public often ^^ my smile can be a smirk that lets out curses you barely hear. LOL WT-Fabregas???

I tagged:
Nika
Vespera
Nurun
Kaka Wedah
and some more I'll think of later xD

The Most

If I have the plane I would fly,
If I have the freedom I would go,
If I have the money I would buy,
All the things that could bring me to you,
Open your eyes and look at me,
I'm anxiously waiting for your answer,
So tell me exactly what you see,
Of me so I can be sure of my position,
You were the quilt that keeps me warm,
The one who made me smile,
I simply love your wit and charm,
But I love your companionship the most,
People chase for their another for love,
To make them feel secured and accepted,
But for me you alone is enough,
To give me that similar content feeling,
For once I'm sure that I was the best,
And you were the same for me,
But why did things become such a mess?
Tears and ignorance is all that's left of us,
I admit I miss you terribly,
And I want for our friendship to live again,
The thing between you and me,
No one could ever replace or recreate it,
If I have the plane I would fly,
If I have the freedom I would go,
If I have the money I would buy,
All the things that could bring me to you.

The managers and a pundit

The managers and a pundit :)

i've gone through some pictures of football managers and i found few of them are hot or cute when they were younger :D and some just remains the same xD but still there are more managers yet to be found that are hot when they were younger (Bilic not included :P)

Jose Mourinho (there's a video of him in 1988, he's way hotter there xD)


Josep 'Pep' Guardiola (you have to agree he's kinda cute :D)


Jamie Redknapp (a pundit now. he was cute back then :D)

These are the guys who doesn't have much difference or look far scarier when younger than they are now :D

Arsene Wenger (he look FAR old in 96 then he was 2 years ago in 06)


Sir Alex Ferguson (for 20 years, the color of his hair was the only thing changing)


Jurgen Klinsmann (not much change from the Bayern coach :D)

Writing with your elbow xD

1. Write (type) your full name with your elbow.
2. No backspacing.
3. Tag 10 people to do this.

***************************************************************************************

hyjuu wdeibash husniyah bte hjn nyqahahyaq

ROFLMFAO!!!! husniyah bte nya lurus p yg lain... subhanallah crack hantap xD haha deeb jdi wdeibash lerh~~

ani bru pkai elbow ni, nnti pakai hidung (baik tetakan keyboard atu??? if hidung nda mancung pyh tu eh) LOL apakn??? randomness~~

So I tag:
kaka wedah
tikah/ nika
ira
nurun
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I'm Sorry I Am- Brokencyde xD

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player or etc on "Shuffle" mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
Dear Vienna- Owl City (lol i'm lifeless like?? that's what the song somewhat meant xD)

Describe yourself!
Addicted To You- Electric Valentine (haha addicted to footballers really :D)

What do people feel when they're around you?
True Love- Jun (haha that's the gayest & impossible feeling if that was true xD)

Describe your current relationship.
Dot com- Secret Secret Dino Club (internet love!!! lol so uncool~)

Where would you like to be now?
Crazy Loop (mm ma ma)- Dan Balan (fashion week~~ smooth dan ;D)

How do you feel about love?
Kylie- Akcent (if it's by one of my thirteen husbands or Adrian then alright :D)

What's your life like?
You're The One- Natalie (now that's a gay life... seriously not that way)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
My Dick- Mickey Avalon (ROFL!!! i'm happy with my genital and being a girl thank you! i would love to learn more than 7 languages xD)

Say something wise.
A Shot In The Dark- Houston Calls (oh yeah something i'm quite attached to)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
This Is Anfield- Liverpool FC (that's a random response i'd definitely say :D)

How would you describe yourself?
Love Games- Lady Gaga (oh yeah totally works for me completely)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Insatiable- Darren Hayes (LOL. not easily satisfied??? damn that's killing.)

How do you feel today?
Crank That- Soulja Boy (randomness yes but cranking like soulja boy, NOOOO (;)

What is your life's purpose?
That's What You Get- Paramore (to not follow my heart? well it's just to get a decent job that has a great salary that can get me traveling easily)

What is your motto?
Pop Goes My Heart- Pop!/Hugh Grant (so uncool. stay within your inner circle with your close ones and poke those outsiders if they come nearer is my motto xD)

What do your friends think of you?
Bigcitydreams- Nevershoutnever (they're simply the best to want me to be there for them ;D)

What do you think of your parents?
Rafa's The Special One- Liverpool fans (more like MY PARENTS are the special ones)

What do you think about very often?
You'll Never Walk Alone- Gerry & The Pacemakers (this shows how loyal and proud i am of Liverpool ;D)

What is 2 + 2?
Da Vinci Claude- Mc Solaar (somewhere in that french lyrics there might be the word four so that's the answer xP)

What do you think of your best friend?
Reverse This Curse- Escape The Fate (haha i think of them as skaters?? what? i played tony hawk's skating on Wii ;P)

What do you think of the person you like?
All Of Your Love- Hellogoodbye (yeah and this goes to my 13 husbands :D)

What is your life story?
Headlock- Imogen Heap (strange, complicated and hard to believe, yeah that's pretty much it~)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
After Hours- We Are Scientists (work after hours for more money and relaxed at the same time)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Misery Business- Paramore (lol love hantap tu eh xD)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
505- Arctic Monkeys (that's sad, i'm dancing with my husband and i remember my ex?? 0_o)

What will they play at your funeral?
Born For This- Paramore (LOL i was born to die xD that's pure coincidence~)

What is your hobby/interest?
Obsession Is Such An Ugly Word- Alesana (i'm not into obsession? cool~~ but honestly, football)

What is your biggest fear?
Freek-A-Leek- Petey Pablo (a black womanizer and sex addict? adding that to my rack of fears xD)

What is your biggest secret?
Push- Enrique Iglesias ft Lil Wayne (hahaha that's one hot secret~)

What do you think of your friends?
Show Me Your Genitals- Jon Lajoie (ROFLMFAO!!!! that is NOT what i feel for them 0_o that's lesbo act!)

What will you post this as?
I'm Sorry I Am- Brokencyde (lol this is so emo like~~ neeeded kah?)

Those Who I Tag:
Nika/ Tikah
Yasti
Ira
Tubie/ Banana man
Nurun
Wahidah