ups on Deeb :)

Fears & Allergies

i thought i was a bit tweek in the phobia area as i have too many phobias (19 fears, how amusing...) i suffer most from mnemophobia, claustrophobia & agoraphobia D: but the term 'allergy', yeah that's a whole new level :/ since a kid, i know i 'm allergic to fur and dust (quite sensitive this one) but i care less knowing there's no serious side effect to it. but ever since six month ago, i kept on rubbing my eyes till it sores or waters and can't stop touching my nose ;___; it was dreadful really and a few days ago my dad took me to a clinic then the doctor said there's something wrong with my nose which is caused by my allergy (note: i run a zoo so i intend to play with my furry friends :D) so i was given 2 packets of allergy pills and a nasal spray D: the spray works great as it enables me to breathe normally and it has improved my eye sight as it now becomes clearer than before :D so to maintain my sight, i've tried refraining for the pc and might use it to just 3-4 times a week ^^ but overall i'm alright although i might have signs on picking up a fever D: hope that doesn't happen at all~~

Birthday & Result

it's the 29th December today and yesterday was a birthday of a well-known friend of mine Mona so yeah, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! i wish her all the best in life even though it's a late wish but that's far better than nothing right? alright, new topic. it's just a few days away till school reopens again and i know there'll be a lot of people complaining about their holidays bring not long or fun enough to fully satisfy them~ but not for me and the other form 5-ians as we still have about a month or more of holidays ahead of us while waiting for our O level results~~ i do hope we get 6 'O's above and will continue our studies in formth six :) i'm a mixed of both anticipation and fear while waiting for my result. to be frank, during weeks of going through my exam i wasn't in a good shape. i was really sick and i felt nausea every 10-15 minutes which really bothered me thus making me lose my concentration on answering the papers. it was a nightmare really, i kept on wishing for the exam to finish or for time to fasten up instead of hoping to answer the questions greatly :'( so that explains the fear i have on my results as my health DID affect my performance through out the exam D:

Boxing day (26.12.08)

Boxing Day Football!!!

Note: All pictures used are from ESPNsoccernet (link)

Liverpool VS Bolton Wanderers: 3-0
Venue: Anfield Stadium
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Stoke City VS Manchester United: 0-1
Venue: Britannia Stadium
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Chelsea VS West Bromwich Albion: 2-0
Venue: Stamford Bridge Stadium
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Aston Villa VS Arsenal: 2-2
Venue: Villa Park Stadium
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Manchester City VS Hull City: 5-1
Venue: City of Manchester Stadium
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Portsmouth VS West Ham United: 1-4
Venue: Fratton Park Stadium
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Wigan Athletic VS Newcastle United: 2-1
Venue: JJB Stadium
Highlight: - (no availability of this highlight's link)


Middlesbrough VS Everton: 0-1
Venue: Riverside Stadium
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Tottenham Hotspur VS Fulham: 0-0
Venue: White Hart Lane
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Sunderland VS Blackburn Rovers: 0-0
Venue: Stadium of Light
Highlight: - (no availability of this highlight's link)

21.12.08 :D

This should have been posted a few days ago but I wasn't up to it back then ^^ 21.12.08 was my auntie Memeng Damit's wedding :D i got to be one of the 'penyambut tetamu' (lol i don't know what's it called in english, doubt it's guest receiver) with my cousins and aunties~ since she's married to someone who has relation to the royalties, so there were some police officers near the gate just to control traffic really x) but uncle Hadi, he thought the police came because the wedding was causing a lot of noise and they were going to warn the bride's family about it xD quarter of the guests were Japanese 0.o

The bride and the groom with the Ambassador of Japan


Some of the penyambut holding gifts for the guests ^^


Iman looking at the gifts for the guests


Ryyan after waking up :D


Darwish and Sasha~ very adorable ^^

That was the afternoon and we came back here again at night ^^ the day was hot as hell but at night, it was raining like mad and there were thunders so loud that it caused many children to cry D: hey even the fish in the drains jumped out of the water xD but despite the bad weather, the whole ceremony went on smoothly ^^ here's are some pictures regarding that night~

Men side of the camp ^^


Uncle Shahruzz & Auntie Memeng Damit


The bride & groom with their parents


The bride & groom cutting their cake

More post after this one :D

I know I haven't been blogging for AGES now and I apologize for that ><"
Well updates about my holidays so far, a lot of attending weddings on weekends and over usage of the internet which led me being addicted to it 0: lol I even consider of restricting myself from the PC and the net but, it turned out to be a failure xD that shows how attached I am to the net :D I'll be posting some posts later regarding the recent wedding of my auntie Memeng damit and which youtubers or comedians that I find geniuses or random in making comedy at its best :D these guys never fail make me laugh by the way ^^

So yeah that's pretty much for now ^^ I'll be back soon with more post :D

happy birthday peeps! (December)

Hey it's December!!! *tionk* lagging~~~ anyway, I'm wishing happy advance and belated birthdays to those who have theirs in this wonderful cold month ^^

1st- Abg Adi & Didi
3rd- Villa
1oth- Meg White
12th- Qawi
13th- Ezzati (good god I've been reminded or not... D:)
19th- Yasti, Babel & Ivo
22nd/23rd- Daniel (unsure... how disturbing)
26th- Ramsey

lol... nda banyak manusia wah yang ku to b'day nya in this month x) sorry, i got no presents for you people ;___; but if i can, i'll get you people one :DDDD oh yeah, whoever wants to catch me on MSN, i will appear online between 11pm till 2am or so ^^ i know, odd hours but that's when i'm available :D what can i say? the afternoons till evenings are used for sleep, jog, eat and such xP

what pissed me off

a friend of mine send me a link regarding the life style and habits of typical Bruneians. it was funny all over but what pissed me off was the translation of Darussalam. surely they find it hilarious to change Abode of Peace into Abode of Piss. seriously, i find that NOT amusing at all. whoever write those facts might be some douche of an asshole who seriously has nothing better to do than to bitch around and making nasty comments about the people around them. either it's an effect from them being social outcasts or they seriously think their way cooler that anyone, had them wasting hours upon hours to think up all those 'typical' things on Bruneians. i have to admit 92.5% (yes i just come to that much) of the facts are agreeable but some of it are just exaggerating and obviously an attempt of trying to be funny (which failed). without them realizing what they have written, they have successfully show how most Bruneians operate:

1) having a work without doing much of it with big salary
2)when one just got promoted or got into a higher position, the others around them starts hating and try anything possible to crush them down just because the others find it 'unfair'.

call me narrow-minded if you want but i seriously find it offensive and it actually made me sympathize on how our country runs. i love my country whole-heartedly and i laugh at all the things others find stereotyped but to actually state them online and guiltlessly insulting the very land you're living in, that's disgusting. it's even surprising how you were given citizenship here regarding how you LOVE this country. (realize the sarcasm in the word 'love' to make sense) anyway, that's my view.

Been tagged again :D

What's the relationship of you with him/her?
We're online friends but feels like macam real life saja xD

5 impression towards him/her?
Cool, Good-looking, Humorous, Fun & Dependable

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?
What he said on my birthday :')

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?
By dedicating 7 of his goals to me xD

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
WT-Fabgregas??! that is IMPOSSIBLE, i'll kill myself 0_o

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
no... NOOO!!!! please not that, he's that special for me not wanting that!

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on....
hahaha no, he and i will never be together ;D i don't want that anyway~

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
if he lies that he's still at the hospital when he's out already.

The most desirable things to do on him/her is?
Meet him and watch a live match at the stadium together :D

The overall impression on him/her is?
The one who's able to give me what no one can: freedom.

How do you think people around you feel about you?
Dull, somewhat fun to hang with, easily laughed and quiet

The character of you about yourself is?
The quiet observer. that's pretty much me, more analyzing in life (:

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?
Realize what's bad in me but hardly does anything to change it xP

The most ideal person you wanna be is?
My mum I suppose :D

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
Thanks for the love, I love you guys as well! *hugs* If only I'm able to do something to make you guys feel special I would~~~ I really would~

10 people you tag

1. Vespera
2. Nika
3. Nurun
4. Ira
5. Yasti
6. someone
7. anyone
8. who's up for it
9. who's dying to do it out of boredom
10. no one :D

Who is No. 2 having relationship with?
Kranjcar, Schmeichel, Rakitic & Akinfeev. Too many? compare to me, that's peanut size many.

No. 3 is a female or male?
Female :D

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
hahaha sorang2 tu eh no 7 atu xD

How about No. 5 and No. 8
ntah, bah Yas ko pilih spa ja yg ko mo~

What is No. 1 studying about?
uhhh... i'm not sure?

Is No. 4 single?
Yesh and happily I reckon :D

Say Something about No. 6
If you came by my blog because of brokencyde, tell me if you want their lyrics~ LOL